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[Thursday
December 6 07 8:59pm] |
my mind is going crazy. i have such a headache.
today has been really hard in a lot of ways.
i might do my community service tomorrow but i don't know if i can mentally handle doing that right now because i am so on edge. im confused.
i hope tomorrow doesn't suck :[
bleck.
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[Wednesday
October 17 07 10:40am] |
about to smoke a joint with shane. im excited.
hunger is such a great feeling!
i can't wait to start fasting again.
liquids, crackers, laxatives, occasionally stacker 2's, and maybe cereal.
dope dope dope, i can't wait.
as long as i consume <300 cals a day i can lose up to 5 lbs.
and i have a good karma bracelet which is supposed to make me successful in every aspect of my life.
ahhh i've been waiting for this moment. :D
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[Sunday
October 7 07 12:22pm] |
friday i ended up getting sick and leaving nat's at 11. saturday i chilled with shane, he doesn't have a car anymore so now i have nothing to do and no way to hang out with shane. i feel bad for him. :[ bummer. parents suck.
haven't dreamt about tyler since thursday....it's been nice without him in my head.
i gotta get a job and some money.....american apparel & a new car...for real.
this friday should be a lot better though. LIQUID JUNGLE @ THE LOUNGE yaayyy! what a trip.
have to finish homework.
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[Monday
September 24 07 3:13pm] |
so my plan is
stop chiefin so much so i can:
work/get a job/save up for my fucking car, which will be dope as shit.
and do school.
i need to concentrate on making as much money as possible for the next month or two.
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[Saturday
September 22 07 8:59am] |
i haven't taken a shower since monday night. hahaha
i'm ready for a fun crazy weekend, which i probly wont remember. maybe i'll get a camera. hahahaha
chief.
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[Friday
September 7 07 9:41am] |
twirling 'round with this familiar parabol,
spinning, weaving 'round each new experience.
recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this
chance to be alive and breathing
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| we are eternal, all this pain is an illusion |
[Friday
September 7 07 9:28am] |
so i've been reading these books:
The Hidden Face of God-Science Reveals the Ultimate Truth
Hyperspace-a scientific odyssey through parallel universes, time warps, and the 10th dimension
The Elegant Universe- superstrings, hidden dimensions, and the quest for the ultimate theory
Parallel worlds- a journey through creation, higher dimensions, and the future of the cosmos
101 Things You Don't Know About Science and No One Else Does Either
Taking the Quantum Leap- the new physics for non-sceientists
i think that explains enough.
as for the rest of my life-
school is good. tyler is strange. tool is amazing. my car is fucked up. my life is changing more with each day.
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[Wednesday
August 15 07 3:11pm] |
things to spend money on:
khakis
shoes
gym mem.
1/2 oz
straightener
i hate myself. i feel so fat and ugly.
i started school yesterday and it was awesome. i can't wait to go back tomorrow.
there was a cute guy there :D
buttttt shane and i have been sort of dating the past week or so.
i also got a new job at coldstone in roswell and i go in today for training 4-9, im pretty stoked.
i need a cool haircut.
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[Friday
August 10 07 10:47pm] |
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got my nails done and they look amazing
shane and i are chillin now :D
going to lenox mall on sunday with les, natalie and matt
chillin with all of them tomorrow and going to swayzes. yeah dude.
i'm never eating again.
i need something to replace food but i don't know what that could be.
uggh i just want to die. i'm so fat and disgusting.
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[Wednesday
August 1 07 8:51am] |
get me out of this mother fucking house!
i couldn't even go to yoga today to be in a calm quiet place.
where the fuck can i go?
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[Monday
July 30 07 10:01am] |
tripping is cool.
im working today, tomorrow, and thursday.
i have money coming in at different directions, it's nice.
sean broke up with me. he said he didn't want to "try." how pathetic.
i want a boyfriend.........
i went to the mall with leslie and got some cool stuff.
ummmmm yeah, don't know what to say but i can't wait to trip some more.
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[Thursday
July 26 07 6:44pm] |
the fort has been so much fun.
tonight at leslies....will be something like:
PICTURE YOURSELF IN A BOAT ON A RIVER
WITH TANGERINE TREES AND MARMALADE SKIES
SOMEBODY CALLS YOU, YOU ANSWER QUITE SLOWLY
A GIRL WITH KALEIDOSCOPE EYES
CELLOPHANE FLOWERS OF YELLOW AND GREEN
TOWERING OVER YOUR HEAD
LOOK FOR THE GIRL WITH THE SUN IN HER EYES
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